Hone Harawira is a fuckin' homo cunt.

Hone Harawira, the white Michael Laws. A fuckin' bigoted piece of shit if there ever was one.

Hey Hone, get over your post-colonial stress BULLSHIT and start behaving yourself.

We're not "white motherfuckers". We're the taxpayers paying your parliamentary salary. Half castes like me are the ones who have to uncomfortably reconciliate your divisive commentary with the half that's Maori and the half that's "white".

You're not some Maori chief, some rangatira exhibiting the qualities of rangatiratanga. You should be ashamed, whakama, about your outbursts. You're mentally ill, suffering from a persecution complex that you HAVE NO RIGHT to suffer. You're upper class, earning money some of us only DREAM of, and yet you still want to appeal to the "bros"? How can you be earning $100,000 a year and then shit on ME? I'm a lower middle class single-income family man trying to make ends meet and yet I'M the bad guy? Your eyes need to be checked!

You're not one of the bros any more, you fuckin' faggot cunt. You're making "white people" money and the only way to stay "true to the ghetto" is to spout bigoted filth, apparently.

It just goes to show that intelligence isn't a prerequisite to enter parliament.

Michael Laws is a fuckin' homo cunt.

Yep, the current mayor of Whanganui, New Zealand, is a fuckin' retarded cunt. With every passing day, we're treated to some kneejerk bigotted opinion from a man who sees every criticism of himself as slander. His ego is so fragile that a single bad comment flung at him is like a rock through a window. The only way for him to repair and mend the shattered pieces of his ego is to open his pie-hole and defecate verbally.

I've always maintained Michael Laws is vermin. And the fact that he was ever elected in the first place shows that Whanganui is filled with racist old coots. Fuck them all. I'm glad I haven't been there for a long time, which sucks because I have family that lives there.

Oh well. Fuck Michael Laws. You can gobble these nuts, ya faggot cunt.

Elaborating on some points...

I'm currently reading a book called 'Homeland: Into a World of Hate' by Nick Ryan. He's a journalist who went semi-undercover (he never hid the fact he was writing a book, though he did hide the fact he was in contact with anti-racist groups) to spend time with 'neo-fascists' and neo-Nazis around the world.

One thing he says in his book, something which disturbed him at the time, is that the more time he spent with these extremists, the more comfortable he became around them. They routinely said things which would have shocked many liberals, yet through familiarity Ryan rarely took offense.

This is something I have just started to think about. I have, admittedly, become more accustomed to make judgements on people and situations based solely on ethnicity and what I feel can be attributed to ethnicity. So where I might see some rowdy young men outside a seedy looking bar leering and jeering at members of the public, I'm more likely to say, "Fuckin' PIs" as opposed to "Fuckin assholes" or something of the sort.

This is disturbing because I spent years and years studying anthropological material, for my bachelors degree and for subsequent personal interest, which is well thought out, logical, rational, and common-sensical (in my mind) against the subject of race and racism. But in the past few months, perhaps even few years, I've settled into a comfortable 'fringe racism' if you can call it that. I'm don't hold extremist views, just very dubious views on ethnicity. I feel like you can make some 'safe' judgement calls based on someone's skin colour and cultural background.

And while, in the majority of cases (even if that majority is a slim 51-49 majority), that may be true to a degree, I don't believe that's right. If I am a fiercely individualistic person, I have to acknowledge the fact that every other person may be JUST AS individualistic as I am. Therefore, as offended as I would be to be labelled "White" with all the associated behaviours and tastes that entails, every other person I pass judgement on could very well feel the same as I do. They could very well be offended to be labelled simply "Maori" or "PI" and associated with elements unfairly attributed to those ethnic groups.

So the next few months for me is a restructuring of that one part of my belief system, the part which relates to beliefs on ethnicity and whether that can honestly and truthfully say ANYTHING about an individual. I've been conditioned to believe ethnicity plays no part in someone's behaviours. And while I still cling to that as the absolute truth on the matter, I know that's not the whole story. Nothing is as black and white as that.

One last thought: If someone can be defended in court by a lawyer saying, "His violence is a consequence of the way Maori have been subjugated, relegated to the status of second-class citizenry"... if that's a defense, then couldn't an equally valid prosecution be based around someone's ethnic background also? It's worrying just how reasonable racism can sound. Worrying, to me, in the extreme.

On to the second point I've been thinking about.

The belief that you are your own god and your subjective universe revolves around YOU is NOT an excuse to act like an asshole to everyone around you. You might believe that the masses are a 'herd' worthy of your spite (you could say that the 'you' in this paragraph refers to me, the author of this post) but that does not give you free reign to act arrogant.

If one of your objections to organized religion is the dogmatic, smug arrogance of each Church's hierarchy, and the anthropomorphised arrogance of their particular God, then why would you absent-mindedly emulate that arrogance? If you are your own god, why would you not seek to be the god you think you, yourself, would want to believe in?

I think where I'm going on this last point is that, if you are your own god, and (like I said above) an individualist, then you have to grant the fact that everyone is their own god. If you act like an arrogant asshole, you're only doing yourself a disservice. And if you value yourself as your own god, you would never allow yourself a disservice if you have the ability to stop it happening. So why do it to yourself by acting impolitely and just fuckin' STUPID?

Why would others do anything for you if you're not at least polite and accomodating (to a certain extent) with them? They owe you nothing, just as you owe them nothing. A society of ladies and gentlemen is much more satisfying to participate in than a jungle of alpha males vying for the top spot!

Civility...

I had a weird day today. I don't handle being around large groups of people. Especially large amounts of young people. They irk me. With their stupid fuckin' fashion, their greasy pock-marked faces, and body gestures imitating surety of themselves yet betraying an underlying anxiousness.

So being in town today put me on edge.

And then I went to drive to someone's house and a chubby man in a suit driving a white car, who I'll add had the right of way, forced me to brake abruptly as he came speeding around the corner. The law dictates I should give way to him, but I'm unsure at what point because he came hurtling around the corner pretty quickly.

Regardless, as he SPED off at high speed, I said, "Fuck it, let's do this" out loud and pushed down on the accelerator. As it so happens, Mr. Chubby was turning down the very street I was turning down. So I followed him.

When he pulled to the side of the road, I slowed down and eyeballed him. I then carried on around the block and back to the driveway of the person I was visiting. As I slowed down and pulled into the driveway, I noticed Mr. Chubby had walked around the corner toward where I was going.

He noticed me, stopped nervously, and then started to turn back towards where he'd came.

The point of the story is that I lost my temper today, an irrational and immature move. I intimidated someone who didn't do a lot wrong except speed. I intimidated him enough that he was frightened/wary to carry on his business. That made me angry.

My anger is two fold:

1) What kind of pussy piece of shit can't stand up for themselves. I would much rather he accosted me and questioned why I followed him. I would much rather he'd turned back to get a weapon to confront me with. These things would have put him further up the food chain than me and shown him to be the alpha male of the situation. But instead the flabby piece of shit in his cheap suit showed himself to be submissive and backed away. If this were the Sahara, and he and I lions, I would have taken the females of the pride and planted my genetically superior seed.

2) But more importantly, I lost my composure that I work hard towards maintaining. The sense of decorum I usually exhibit fell to the wayside as I proceeded to show myself as some immature, emotional knucklehead. How could I allow myself to regress so easily? I shouldn't allow the herd to affect me in such a way!

This is one of many reasons why I try to stay away from public places during school holidays. I don't deal well with the masses and the pulsing, undulating filth I perceive to emanate from them. And I definitely despise those who drive as if they own the road, as if the rights of other drivers are meaningless and they are the most important driver driving. I would have no problem if a bad driver were accosted by any one else.

But I pride myself on a certain civility, acting the gentleman is more satisfying than giving in to base instincts. Sometimes those base instincts need to be acted upon, many times not. Today was not one of those times and I am deeply disappointed in myself.

Theists are weak...

Aside from the obvious fact that people generally only pray to God/Allah/Yahweh/Pootchy when they're in a spot of trouble, I don't understand why Christians/Muslims/Jews/Downies aren't more proud of themselves for their successes.

I just read a couple of blog posts by someone who is in a New Zealand 'Christian hardcore' band. They've recently signed a distribution deal with a US record label. That is, in itself, quite an achievement and one which any muso should be proud of.

But what did this person have to say on the matter?

"God is incredible"

The post that came before it was about that band's NZ tour which was, as far as I can tell from the post, a success. Successful nationwide tours, whether by mainstream or 'underground' musicians, are a great achievement and something to be proud of.

But what did this peron have to say on this matter?

"God is incredible. I am truly blessed"

What... the... fuck?

Why wouldn't you be proud of your own personal successes?

Why must all good things that come to you be put there by God?

Was it God who put in the many hours of guitar practice to make you as skilled a player as you are?

Was it God who put the effort into many long and arduous cross-country drives to get you to venues on your tour?

Was it God who offered you a US distribution deal?

The very simple answer to the above questions is: NO. God has nothing to do with the successes or failures of you, the individual. The success or failure you enjoy or suffer is directly related to the effort you put into your endeavours. Praying does nothing. Praying could, loosely, be seen as a ritual of distillation, of focussing your intent into a particular action. And that's fine if you can objectively see it as such.

But praying for success and then sitting on your ass will acheive nothing. What acheives tangible results is the effort you put into something, the motivation you have to succeed.

I cannot handle the way theists thank their particular god for the successes as if that god gave it to them. You struggled for your results and the only person you should be thanking is yourself.

You weak-willed, ignorant theists will be the downfall of humankind, I swear to Captain Planet.

No, I don't. I really don't give a fuck.

Well, obviously I give enough of a fuck to type this post. But whatever.

I don't give a fuck about your trendy radio stations playing trendy fuckin' music. Whether its Classic Hits or bFM, it's still a DJ spinning their own personal choice of music. Which is not my personal choice of music. It doesn't matter if the DJ is old and crusty, or "cool" and "trendy". It doesn't make a difference, I do not listen to the radio because I do not care what other people are listening to.

I don't give a fuck about your worldview or your opinions. You are just as ignorant and uneducated as the rest of the herd, you filthy fuckin' sheep. Giving you the time of day would be a waste of precious time, and that's not time I have to waste.

I don't give a flying FUCK about your welfare and happiness, it's of no concern to me. All I care about is myself and my very FINITE circle of loved ones. I don't need any new friends, I don't have the time to see the ones I already have and cherish. So why would I waste time poisoning myself with alcohol, passively smoking your cancer sticks, at a social gathering full of scum that disgust me? I don't want to be your friend, acquaintance, or whatever else you want to call it. You are SHIT and I don't want to know you.

Fuck you all. You're part of an ignorant, unintelligent herd that consumes what it's told to, thinks what it's told to, and behaves how it's told. The world would be a better place without you.

Sophie Elliot and Kristin Dunne-Powell

have nothing in common. One is dead, the victim of a brutal murder. The other has been portrayed by the media as a totally innocent victim of domestic abuse.

Nothing happens in a vacuum, devoid of contact with the things around it, at least not here on Earth. Everything happens because something lead to it.

In Sophie Elliot's case, she got hooked up with the wrong guy. This guy was probably exerting some kind of influence over her. She might have liked the fact he was a bit mental, it might have been enticing. She paid for her error in judgement with her life. She really was a victim though, there's naught much deserving of death.

Kristin Dunne-Powell on the other hand has been shown to have directly contributed to the kick she received. In my misanthropic world-view, any one who makes a nuisance of themselves and won't leave someone alone after having been ASKED to do so... deserves a smack. So this little innocent image the media force-feeds everyone is a total load of shit.

And NOW, the media are trying to show Kristin Dunne-Powell and Sophie Elliot as similar people and victims of similar circumstances. What a load of shit!

One was killed, the other was punished. One was murdered by a psycho, the other was kicked in the back when she threw a tantrum on the ground like an immature fool.

I'm tired of this shit the mainstream media force-feeds us. They can say whatever they want but as soon as an opposing non-PC opinion is offered, they cry "hate speech" and try to crucify that person.

Fuck the world.